Testimonies

Experience of God

by Jan-Henoch Sasek, 24 yrs.

Right now, in my personal quiet time with the Lord, I proclaim, “Jesus! I am the willing body of the perfect Head!” and go to work with this attitude. But at the latest, when it starts to pour down rain during a big transport with all kinds of “delicate” goods, I realize how quickly I am not really the calm body of the perfect head anymore … Why?

Because external circumstances often still influence me… So while it’s pouring down heavily and I have to take a run-up with various plasterboad sheets that should arrive as “dry” as possible with the transporter, I realize: “Oh, my goodness …! At the destination we still have to set up a transport lift on the facade and then in this heavy downpour even, cover all the furniture and still lift them over the balcony terrace!” You can’t imagine how that really annoyed me and set me off for a moment and how it was not so good for my inner willingness …

While I am driving to the destination with my brother-in-law and the windshield wipers almost can’t manage to wipe away the rainwater that is pouring down, I personally break-through again into the heart position of this willing body by myself. But, how does that work?! First I catch myself praying: “Oh Lord, You see … Please take away this “stupid” rain, so that we can do this better …”. But since this is so pointless, I stop right away with this “Bitti-Bätti” (petitionor prayer) and also do not proclaim: “And you … rain shower, stop right now!”

No, no … I’ve tried that before and it just resulted in even more stormy conditions… As you can see, I’m not quite there yet, where I can calm the storm … BUT, I could completely calm the storm inside me! For I realized through this little incident, what it means – to be “the obedient body of the perfect head”! So while we are still on the way, I speak inwardly to the Lord: “Jesus! Whether it rains or not… Whether it pours down rain and I get wet to the bone or not: I am ready to flow with YOU, Jesus!“ Although outwardly nothing has changed, suddenly a burst of strength, joy and willingness comes into me and it makes it fun, despite cold rain, to set up the lift and just flow along.

No sooner is everything prepared and set up than something happens that I didn’t expect! When we want to start unloading, it suddenly stops raining … the sky bursts open and above us it is radiant blue. During the whole unloading action (about 1,5 hrs) the sun is shining. As soon as the last “delicate” transport goods are on top, the sky closes again and it actually starts to rain, gets stormy and freezing cold. We quickly dismantle the lift and I float home! Inside my heart just shouts for joy! While I drive home, at least four different rainbows appear and I am flashed from head to toe by this experienced God and I proclaim again the verse: “I am the willing body of the perfect head!” This is simply the absolute scoop! My Dad preaches and reveals to us, by the way, again and again, that even up to the biggest world problems NOTHING, yes nothing at all can hinder, stop or even prevent us from being the obedient body of this perfect head! I’m practicing this now in the small things !

Become part of this perfect head with me, it’s worth it !